The Cryptic Soul

when a true Electronics engineer Proposed a girl :  1. you are magnetic and i would love to be an iron bar . 2. I am a transistor looking for biasing , will you bias me . 3. I used to wander a lot but dammit you polarized me . 4. I would not like to be a rusted iron , so will you galvanize me. 5. I am kinda paramagnetic , looking for some strong field. and when he got rejected he said : I turned an inductance gyrator but you never told me that fucking mental midgets like you always relied on back emf . run away from here at supersonic speeds but i ll never be able to erase you as my heart is not re writable.  share if u like , i ll add more soon :)

eyes cry Light music , faint memories and a smile u just cannot get your head off. you got a lot of work to do but you do nothing , music hacks your mind and you keep drowning and drowning into those memories , into that beautiful giggle, that beautiful sight , you breathe deeply and deeply and deeply and all you do is remember her . your mind swivels in the chair of her memories and yes man she becomes the reason for your subtle smiles , your conversations with her are your secrets you read them again and again all day long. Angel is all what you call her , you see her pass by and all you want is to sit by her side , to share some moments and preserve them , preserve them for lifetime, when she is with you , you dont even give a damn to what world says as your world shrinks to her , you look for every single way you can just get in contact with her and make her speak to you , you listen to that crispy voice and it crawls onto your heart all day long, you look at her , actuall

eyes cry I don't know why the heck am i writing this man , i mean it just came to me and compelled me to write , i m stuck on it and i don't see a way out but to write it , may be if everyone calls it a bullshit i seriously got no problems because i m goddamn stuck on this way and here goes the story  : moist eyes ,sitting in a corner ,dark lights and a heavy heart , he was all alone in the crowd , he had some friends and a void , a void he has learnt to live with , a void which kinda kills him but he got be easy on that , sometimes in life you have to fake things because you don't want to get hurt more or you wanna find an escape , you know sometimes in life you choose a different lane not because you cannot ferry along the other one but because you don't wanna get hurt more, you change your attitude so as to change the way you feel , i don't give a damn man, becomes your favorite one liner. and you know what he's got a story too and i am gonna say that

eyes cry # diary of a person of sacrifice i don't know why the heck am i writing this blog , i just felt something inside and i took my laptop and started to pen this down , eyes are moist and throat is strained but the feelings are flowing and may be i just want to stop them down , i dont want my feelings to take me over and so i am writing this down and this time what i have in mind is something which has now become an integral part of my life and the second name for me , i think i am that way or  may be i am wrong as i have always been . sometimes i think is life so unfair to me or it's potentially more fair to others ?, someone give me an answer please, i m kinda now tired of spitting through my eyes every time or it may be that what all i am doing is what god has sent me to do . Sacrifice, a feeling that is so sacred , so divine and so pure , a mother sacrifices for her child , a soilder for his nation , a person for his love and a true friend for his buddy . life

To,  Mr. Hater  hater's ground backstabbing lane, Subject : NOT needed you ll read the full letter once you see it's written by me.  Respected S for sucker,  Chill out dude , i know i m cooler than , i can do the things you just can't even imagine to , you wanna bring me down , you wanna hurt me ha , try it , come on man , lets play , mess with me and i m gona clear this shit right away okay , your sucking smile isn't of any use , i give no damn to it and you may never know how much i have struggled , why did i acted that way , you never know what the fuck life threw at me and now when i am at top , you wanna bring me down, you want me to slip ,common kick off , just get the shit out of here.  i knew you 'll always hated me , i knew all you ever wanted was to bring me down and you know what i wanna tell you something , baby just dream , keep dreaming , even my shit is more valuable than you, you piece of unused flesh , u degenerate , you smile

eyes cry when feelings get crushed , it breaks and it echoes a lot but never gets heard  dates back to the time when he was kind , he was humble ,he used to care and his eyes used to get moist in the pain of others , he used to love but the story doesn't ends there , it starts again and this time behind his eyes is a bad man , who is hated , who tells lies , whose dreams and whose love is now just a vengeance , people don't trust him, blame replaced faith and he is now all alone,he is desolated , he doesn't gives a damn to others now , don't mistake him for a kind of person who even gives a shit , and you know why ?, just because he is a capital B A D man .  he is now a loner , he is sad , no juice in his life , no love , no friends who trust, just a bunch of people who approach when they need to get the shit out, he is hated , he is defeated and he discovers a new state of loneliness everyday , he is now obsessed with what he does as he fulfills his thirst of a

eyes cry Dammit .... One person , ya just one , u cannot even imagine your life without them , tears replace their void , heart beats in the rhythm of their name , u feel really really excited  when they are with you and you know what, life looks a gloomy lane without them , you keep waiting and waiting and waiting , eyes never dry , heart never beats the same way and whole world haunts , heart weeps and you company along , silence goes deafening and you just cannot bear it more , you want them to come back, you plead you beg you cry but prayers never got heard and the one kept crying and slipped into the cold lane of desolation  where lies quiet desperation , where lies no love but endless wait ,a wait that kills and the silence that deafens. if this sounds cheesy, kindly skip the part below man, but if you feel a connection , if you too had or have(u lucky) someone you wanna gift your life then you are going to unlock something cool . you are on the phone talking to that

eyes cry i laugh , i smile , i never cry , i say i am too strong , i say i can handle anything, i am the master of my emotions but then a sound deep inside echoes ,"who are u kidding?", and i say ,"myself" . I get numb , i don't know why but ya i do, looks like i m all alone and my eyes speak it all and you know what i ferry through this gloomy lane everyday, sometimes i think i should quit but is it the real solution? , i don't know but at least i ll be free from loads of expectations and i ll no longer annoy people whom i care for, whom i live this life for , who are the source of my everyday excitement and happiness. Nobody understood me and i don't expect people to understand me too, they ask, why do you laugh too much? ,and deep inside i say just to hide my tears, pain kills and it kills more when you have no one to share it , my laughter, my mindset this is just a way  to reduce it, just a way to suppress my everyday desolation, it helps me

eyes cry Chilled heart , dry eyes ,shallow breath and covered face , he lived in the deserts of ignorance , desolated and dry , depressingly bare but what made him that way? , moist eyes , a never ending care for someone, love that never rebounded , people who never cared  and sacrifices that never counted , his mistakes were accepted and his love was burned, the court of god never provided him justice, life was unfair , wind blew the opposite way , those dry offshore winds gave a never ending imprints of glass on his heart, he was wounded and alone , he cried but the sound only echoed in in his heart , no one listened and there sublimated the man with a reason. No one ever understood him ,he stood by people but people never , he cared for them but they never , he made friends but he never had any , he cared for even a small tear of someone and what he got in return were the moist eyes and quite desolation , a person who wanted everyone to smile was looking for joy himself, he

Doing nothing is so hard and so i had to , sitting idle and i don't know what crossed my mind that i came up with this small baby code to tease my friends, so here it is the customized code for the same image which i developed just today . Code starts here ........ @ECHO OFF ECHO.//////////////////////Reality////////////////// ECHO.             Hello This is reality Zone, come in ! Echo.////////////////////////////////////////////// set NLM=^ set NL=^^^%NLM%%NLM%^%NLM%%NLM% set /p name=Hey lemme know who you are? : echo.so you are %name%! ECHO.Computer: i wanna tell u that you are just awesome !  set /p name2=%name%:  echo.%NL% pause set /p name1=Computer:Hey lemme know who ur best friend is?%NL% %name%: echo.Computer:so %name1% is ur best friend!%NL% ECHO.Computer:Don't mind but he is such a moron !  Echo.%name%: yeah %name1% is such a moron , hahaha !%NL% echo.Computer: ya , the one with Ghanta Dictionary ! :P  echo.%name%: hahh

Anxiety all over and wanting a little peace within , you want no one to be in touch with you and all you want is to live by your own self . not because you are tired of being with people but because now you are afraid of being disappointed again. It's a kind of a numb feeling isn't it?, i mean at one stage you 'll say "i want to live all by myself", and then hour's or minutes later you 'll realize, no that's not me ! a constant dilemma surrounds us , a picture so blur and hazy that we ourselves are not able to figure out where is it heading. so yesterday i was just sitting waiting for a reply to come, couple of days passed by ( LOL ) i wish i had one , but no worries actually it didn't , and i really felt bad , i mean i told someone my problem and  no replies back and i was,  "how cruel man !, height ", it was like a certain blend of emotions where i was having a smile on my face for the first time when someone didn't replied a

Life is meaningless,i can't live without you, i 'll kill myself or i 'll kill your lover if i can't have you , i mean it and i am crazy about love with you .  nice ancient drama , isn't it ?  lots of people around to talk to , most friends amalgamated and the one's who are not are actually in the process of finding mercury. i was sitting and one thing struck my mind , actually it didn't struck my mind , it was a constructed thought with pattern of extreme focus and attention and you know why, just because people around me keep spitting some real bulky , intense words and one of them being "Relationshippppsss".  all things blossom when it's time to courtship , caterpillars turn to butterflies. buds turn to fruits and flowers and you turn to an idiot. I don't know why but i have a different stand on it than my peers do , according to me you know what relationship is ? , it's a pre-framing of a frustrated mind , with a guy bein

How many of you actually had something really strong and you stated it really well but you simply don't know what turned wrong and your claim was rejected and left in a corner and may be the claim weaker than you won the battle . now it happened with me many times and so now what i have for you is a layout that you can follow while stating so as to backup your claim and here is the step by step process :  1. you state what you want to (your claim) : "This software can increase the working efficiency by 80% right now ", 2. then we use the word "Because"(automatic trance induction) and state the fact :  "because this has been done for many firms because of our specific algorithm" 3. then say "which means to you" then state the benefit :  "so by this you 'll save a lot of time and energy there" 4. then you say "which really means to you" and state the benefit : "which really means to you

Silence precedes and silence succeeds it, it's decipheration is beyond the scope of ink but i would like to give one, life without it would be too heavy and with it would be a way too down, i don't know whether to be in the salty lane or follow the code of "i don't give a shit!", but an inner voice says ,"you do !", and that is where the journey begins.  Sitting in a corner , dwelling deep into the sea of your memories and a thought struck you , you had no idea where did it come from, but you went with the flow because you enjoyed that sweet time or talk , now just as the butter melts over a hot toast, the thoughts started percolating into the deep subconscious and suddenly you find yourself wiping away your nose, your eyes are moist and you didn't wanted to but you did cry, common , how many of you have been in that place , say it up !   it seems really amazing to me , i mean tears have got such a great importance in our lives , i really c

Not a flash of art, its not a piece by accident , its not leaking creativity and neither is this a random creation , guys it's the real art , it's consistency , it's called dynamism , his transitions , his voice , his raga , his play with octaves it's way beyond the scope of ink .  A soothing experience , an experience of extreme relaxation , the tabla in the background , the harmonium harmonizing and the voice amplifies the ambiance created  by such a gigantic artist. Listen to Gulam Ali and he makes it looks so easy , listen to him , the voice dissects just as hot knife does butter, his voice induces tipsiness , he is the greatest hypnotist , the power of his voice ,the strength of his raga , his play with beats and the blend looks absolutely divine.  each line of the Ghazal 'll make you look and introspect and 'll make you dive into the ocean of dizziness , he doesn't sings alone, you sing with him , i mean he is absolutely stupendous , his voice is

Out of the night that cover's me.  black as the pit, from pole to pole, i thank whatever god may be, for my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance, My heart is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears, looms but horror of shade, and yet the menace of years, finds and shall find me afraid.                                                                                          It matters not how straight the gate,                                                                                        how charged with punishments the scroll,                                                                                             I am the master of my fate,                                                                                            I am the captain of my soul.                                                             

i got a question for you , so do you have anyone in your life whom you want to see happy all the time ?, it might sound cheesy but i want you to lay down all that uncaring attitude for a minute and close your eyes and tell yourself the name of the one person you care for the most or who cared the most for you. if you are unable to find someone i request you kindly close the blog and move on but if you did , we are on a fantastic journey of emotions, so set back relax and here's my story of a silent farewell dedicated to all those who care like mad. there was a relationship between two people , actually they were friends , one used brains in every situation while other supported her heart , there was no way these two persons could ever be friends to the level of intensity they became , someone said to me when people say they don't believe in love, they are heartless, probably they are the people who know the real value of pain , they experienced the pain within so much that

50 bucks in pocket and feeling as if you are the richest , having a frooti in hand and feeling way way above the moon, enjoying every sip till the last , sulking over for no reasons , the time when "one tip one hand", with friends was just my small sweet world. life moved on and so did me, years passed and 50 changed to the amount i am still in search for, redbull and gatorade took the trend, "one tip one hand", was lost , all those friends too and even those lanes. i was oblivious of what was happening and also to the warning but today looking back at those twenty years and getting nostalgic , i feel life has not taken a turn , it probably has changed it's lane.   a carefree kid to a reserved teenager and now i am hanging around somewhere in between , i don't know but  still you got to except what life bakes for us. A lot of things have changed like, now many things could be done without permissions, no higher command on your head everytime, increase

farewell , sounds a bit cheesy to you , it may just because we are two strangers now , and you know what i got no problems whatsoever the way you have treated me ,  you got all the rights to be that way because it's your life and it's normal now, you want no interventions from anywhere , you want to enjoy , common baby do it, that's what you are here for. enjoy with all those who eat meals with you , enjoy with all those who make you laugh when you don't even want to smile ;) , enjoy with all those who could possibly make you feel special and really special for a moment and be a queen of moments and a beggar of life. i loved your commitments , i wanna make you my idol and  i want to undergo a course on "how to ignore all what people do for you"! , i mean you are fantastic in that , i don't have words but i ll still write because i got something in store. "i know you have forgiven me", but imagine if someone else would have forgiven you the

Voice of a person with no friends loneliness is my state and i am its citizen!  Take a deep breath and be absolutely still , close your eyes and do me a favor , REMEMBER someone you wish to dedicate your life to. how great does that feel to have someone around you whom you can catch everytime you feel lonely or you feel as if your life's losing the juice , someone being there always for you , ready to listen to your each and every crap and shit , someone there to tease you always , how does that feel ?,i 'll leave for you to unravel. "I have no friends !, no one to even call or text , everyone's busy when i want them around ! "  someone fired these words into my eardrum and they are still vibrating with the echo of these emotions. just imagine what would that life be like when you actually ferry all the distances alone. you see people enjoying each others company , college people enjoying together , friends having all that crazy cool stuff and you walk the

It looked like someone blocked the paper setter's dumb ass when he was about to fart, i mean what was that ?, it was leaking retaliation guys ! i don't know whether his spouse knocked his ass over or was he was just among the few whose lives are dedicated to torture and makes lives miserable for students. we were sitting there really happy , that it's gona be the last exam and we will enjoy a lot after that and you know what we guys did study a lot , it looked an easy subject to us, but and here's a big but ,  he spoiled it all . i saw the exam read the first question consisting of 8 parts and all of us just kept staring at each other, i mean , man its height of getting into roots !  the question paper in my hand and a sarcastic smile which my friends passed me all i got to ask is," was that you SE ? ", didn't looked, you were so simple or i skipped the complex :-P, i don't know but still man our jaws dropped and we all looked like 31 beggars star

'I 'll think if we could be friend's !' i read this and i was broke , the first thing that i did was i kept my mobile aside , took a shallow breath and then my eyes started getting moist , i didn't knew what to say and these few words appeared like tons of weight on my soul. first time ever a message made me cry , i pretended as if i am all strong and i 'll leave , but deep inside a pain of letting someone go was killing me  , all that stuff in my head went on a total blackout and i just said "am i soo bad now ?". i don't know !, may be i am , i screw all those close to me for no damn reasons and may be this is what i deserve, i don't deserve nice people anymore and maybe she is right.   I said ," give me a good byee message , it 'll be easy for me to LEAVE then ", and you cannot imagine , while i was writing that , it looked everything stayed still , i just stopped suddenly when i wrote it then erased it and finally wi

Dedicated to the female community and specially my friend who is still steamed up with me and has been bananas :-D , so without much delay here it is :  1. when a guy says to you, "don't talk to me", he actually wants you to stay a little longer and understand his problem. 2. boys might flirt around with a lot of girls in the sun but they sincerely think about that one angel when they sit alone.  3. if u think a guy is relaxing, you are wrong , he is thinking about you !  4. it hardly matters how much beautiful other girls are, you 'll remain special. 5. the time a guy starts to like you is the time when he starts to tease you.  6. guys go crazy about a girls smile.  7. if at any time he is rude it doesn't means , he is sick of you, he's tensed and he want's you to understand him.  8. if a guy says "he is crazy about that girl !", believe him , i stamp it , guys don't say this often.  9. if a guys skips his sleep to tal

                                                         How Machiavellian Are You? Read each statement and decide if you   agree , are   undecided   or   disagree   with it. On a piece of paper write the numbers   1.   through   10.   Opposite each number place the value of the number that you chose under agree, undecided or disagree. For example, if you agree with statement number   1.   you will place a   5 next to   1.   on your paper. Statements   . . . . . . . . . .   Agree   Undecided   Disagree 1.   Most people are honest.   5   3   1 2.   Most people think first of their pocket- books and later about right or wrong.   1 3 5 3.   To get someone to like you, tell that person what he or she wants to hear.   5 3 1 4.   The best way to earn someone’s respect is to be kind and honest.   1 3 5 5.   The best way to earn someone’s loyalty is show him or her your power.   5 3 1 6.   There are no absolute rights and wrongs. “Right” is what works.   5 3

Steve Byrne , man you are awesome ! So if u have not checked his stuff out , hold on , here we go .... laugh out loud , have a great day ... 1. when do women grow up and guys, this is asscrack entertainment ! 2.DO you believe her when she says i love you ? , rofl 

someone did something for you and you felt so great after that and you wanted to say your heart out to the person but you find yourself wound in the chains of just one phrase and that's "thanks a lot", some will say "thanq" many times but that's stale, you know what you might get a lot of thank you notes on internet but what i have for you is a layout that you can follow in personal relationships , and take my words , apply this and your complementing style will be unmatched. it 'll rain help on you the next time you approach the same person again. Here's the Algorithm  : Step 1. explicitly recognize that they helped you on something and that you appreciate it : Example : hi man, i just can't tell you how much i felt happy after receiving that note from you .... Step 2. Share with the person why are you thankful to him/her ? Example : just when i wanted to enrich my experience and needed help it was great of you sharing that inf

A small fight and it all boils down to guns and then roses at funeral , this is what the young blood is on to. No one to blame but many to follow and now this is how the sphere of radius 6137 km looks like , have a look ! Words out of frustration  ! so how's you man ?, i am great here living the shitty life and i got a message for you ! No more tears and no more despair , no more cries for the ones who don't care . This world is a fcuking duckdickhead , its not cruel , its no cruel man , it's Brutal. No mercy Expected ,  no mercy granted, everyone's mending their own ass. Really doesnot matter what good you do, be prepared for a dipshit in the end. kindness is out of trends , forgiveness is under prohibition and now rebel drives it all. Retaliation is the theme and Rebelliousness is the emotion ! kill and kick is what i understand .. step up ! Do ... you agree ??

"a small child sitting in a corner and he was weeping, no one was there to wipe his tears and not even to share his pain , he kept crying and crying and got lost into the imagination of something he did not even had an experience of !" he was an orphaned child , who sat in the corner waiting for an angel to arrive , waiting for someone to wipe his tears and make all his sorrow turn to happiness but no one came and tears kept rolling down his eyes. Did u saw her ? :'( The first person we meet as soon as we step into this cruel planet is our mother , she is the one who become our Armour , who provides us the shadow from the scorching realities and just imagine how will someone feel if  he lost his mother since his inception onto this planet . he used to cry when he was small and no one understood his whimper , he kept crying and people kept providing him nourishment but what he wanted was love , an unconditional love and warmth and that was all missing, he got all

just sitting and something blew my mind off , it felt as if someone's fired it all and my head's turned a battlefield , how many times do you feel the same , i mean you just keep thinking about something and sometimes you get so damn absorbed into that lake of your imagination that it appears as if that was happening to you ?, ya and you know what?, the beauty is, it appears to be real and the crazy mofo is that we except it , we believe our inferences to the situations and take our awareness to be the reality. but why the hell am i telling you all that ?,something really crazy , which is happening around is that when you talk to people about loneliness , they pre assume that you have been dumped , so for the sake of clarifying any doubt you might have i wanna tell , sorry i am not .  alright , now just coming back into the lane , it was a nice, breezy evening , so i just went out to enjoy the breeze and so did some other intelligent guys and their girls. i met my friend t