The Cryptic Soul

 Fear, insecurity, ambition, love, greed, wants, needs....  why do we have it all ?, where does it lead to ?, what are afraid of ?, maybe life itself.   I don't know but i feel a sudden stillness while thinking about it all. Thinking about why all of this even exists, why do even i exist ? I saw people really close die, some were even of my same age,  so if death is a destination and life is a journey, why am i afraid of things around, why am i afraid of not being enough, why do i want more, why do i want to have enough ?, why am i soo lost in the journey whose purpose i am unsure of ?, which brings me to another point, what is the purpose of our existence?  I don't know the purpose, is it to take care of the ones around us, spread happiness, bring more good into this world, i don't know. I don't even know if thats going to even matter once i go away.  from what i feel right now, i prefer stillness over happiness. it's calming, it clears your head, gives you a fresh

Beautiful beyond description, a marvel of God's creation, she is a beauty which personified angel. Relationships, as you hear this word, what comes to your mind?, quite subjective for me to judge but whatever does, I got my own outlook on it. As far as I see life, I see everything has to end in a divine state, a state of bliss where we merge our existence into something higher, something that adds meaning to our lives on this planet. Same goes for relationships, I see a relationship as an opportunity to merge our consciousness with our partner, rise above the sexual urge and merge. Its our consciousness that create us, it's that force driving us, its our real identity. A kiss if seen from a sexual lens is of little meaning but if perceived as an act of balancing the energy, an act of transfer of consciousness, becomes a potent stair to balance, a way to heal, an act of sublimation into each other. Is this life of any meaning if it is lived in a state of thirst and want all t

Any sort of addiction , obsession is just a signal that this energy is trying to talk , that it's there , it's making you feel it's presence, the real you inside is crying to express itself , you just gave it maybe the wrong tool which is destroying you. getting high , experiencing the life , seeking something different all the time, wanting to be a bird flying high, no restrictions, free world, does all this sound familiar, it somewhat describes the major section of people. are we really seeking it all or there is something deep inside that we misunderstood and instead started chasing the leaf forgetting the roots. yes we did , every behavior is triggered by a need , a human need to be understood , to be expressed, to portray that their existence means something, the significance of 'i' is what drives our behavior and in some this expression of the self is the most dominant need , it is this expression that creates the Mozart , the Shakespeare , the Ramanujan

in the warmth of my bed , the comfort of the blanket around me, breeze gazing through my skin, i felt something, my heart skipped a beat, a magnificent sight possessing an allure that could break a heart without breaking a sweat , an epitome of fascination, a cold breeze in the warm waters ,a girl with a mystical magnetism and i remembered her, so i closed my eyes she hacked my attention, what a seductress she is and as the night advanced this is all i could think, i am the man i am because you are the woman of my life. 

What a flawless beauty she was.. Handpicked from the plantations of the angels, she was gem perfectly brewed Soothing as a cold breeze on a sunny day, a creation so magnificent that it would make the creator smug. an awe-inspiring work of the divine art that no strings can ever encrust. And my words are just an expression to the beautiful stimulating serene beauty that found its personification in you. What a flawless beauty she was.. Rachit Sharma 

Sitting alone , hearing the deafening silence of my thoughts , wanting to break a tear but it just feels like time has stopped , the heart skipped a beat , the nerve stopped to pulse and all i can think is nothing. a wave of turbulence has took over my mind invading the caves of peace i once had and i ask myself , am i so weak to be happy on my own? when will that moment come when i will stop chasing and start leading my life the way i want and the bigger question is , is there a moment like that? . Drowned in the waters of experience that life has thrown me into, all i can say is , real happiness will never come if all you live your life trying to please someone else and having their recognition and praise, people change and so if you thought that you will be happy if they will appreciate then wait you will get a big LOL in life soon. may be it's all about working for yourself and in the process you can make others happy but if u think the other way that while making othe