The Cryptic Soul

Sitting alone , hearing the deafening silence of my thoughts , wanting to break a tear but it just feels like time has stopped , the heart skipped a beat , the nerve stopped to pulse and all i can think is nothing. a wave of turbulence has took over my mind invading the caves of peace i once had and i ask myself , am i so weak to be happy on my own? when will that moment come when i will stop chasing and start leading my life the way i want and the bigger question is , is there a moment like that? . Drowned in the waters of experience that life has thrown me into, all i can say is , real happiness will never come if all you live your life trying to please someone else and having their recognition and praise, people change and so if you thought that you will be happy if they will appreciate then wait you will get a big LOL in life soon. may be it's all about working for yourself and in the process you can make others happy but if u think the other way that while making othe

The calmness of the cool breeze, the refreshing scent of the petrichor,the excitement of witnessing an arc of prismatic colors appearing in the heavens and the stillness of an effortless peace. this is how i describe love, a feeling that filters all the turbulence and makes you streamline, it solidifies you into the calmness and the serenity of a peaceful companionship. love is not all about kisses and hugs , that is affection , love is when you own someone in a way that you crave for her presence and when she arrives , you get lost in her smile, that smile means world to you, you are ready to fight against the world to keep that smile on her face, you look into her eyes and you tell her that you own her and she is yours. a feeling of possession gushes into your blood and you feel a rush to steal her away , taking her somewhere where you can protect her , hide her and never let her go away from you and give her all the comforts your love deserves. love is not about accepting som

It feels good to be back guy, it's been a long time i last wrote but that may be because i was really going thru some shit in life and i got serious about it and so here i am guys giving you guys an advice and take a serious note of this "Shit happens but just don't get serious about it incase u do then join the gym". okay lets get straight on this , i used to love a girl and she pretended she loved me , the bonding was way too strong guys and i really was serious about her and probably thats where i went wrong , doesnt it happens with u people , like u get serious about someone and then that person starts to treat u like a dog , fuck yes , same was with me , i loved her , i cared for her and in the end all i got was "i have so many friends i dont need a boyfriend ?", ohh man really , i was burnt till the core guys , i was like i didnt knew how to react , may be since it was the first one .i still remember her smiling face and those traces of sublimated l