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Second Choice

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I don't know why the heck am i writing this man , i mean it just came to me and compelled me to write , i m stuck on it and i don't see a way out but to write it , may be if everyone calls it a bullshit i seriously got no problems because i m goddamn stuck on this way and here goes the story  :

moist eyes ,sitting in a corner ,dark lights and a heavy heart , he was all alone in the crowd , he had some friends and a void , a void he has learnt to live with , a void which kinda kills him but he got be easy on that , sometimes in life you have to fake things because you don't want to get hurt more or you wanna find an escape , you know sometimes in life you choose a different lane not because you cannot ferry along the other one but because you don't wanna get hurt more, you change your attitude so as to change the way you feel ,
i don't give a damn man, becomes your favorite one liner.
and you know what he's got a story too and i am gonna say that to you ,
he is a good person , does bad to no one and loves to help , smiles everyday and sometimes laughs too but he was never treated the way he wanted to , second choice is all you can call him , he wanted to be someones primary , to be really special to someone , to be someones star , to be someones breath or to be someones dear that the other person would hold anyone for him but life was too fair that it denied him all , helping others is his habit and all he wants in return is someone listening to him when he wants to but people listened to him when they wanted to, sometimes he buried his joy as there was no one to share that , he smiled and then cried a lot , no one understood him ,his feelings were other's toys, some said him psycho and some said him fucking insane but he took everything , never said anything back , he never hurts those who hurt him but silently moves away , he smiles and smiles because he's got no other choice , he just needed someone who would hold others for him but he is okay with being the second choice as he's  got nothing else.
he is still sitting there with tears in his eyes and in a shaking voice he says :
all i want is a good friend who never leaves me , i know it ll take time to find one !!!!
and after saying this he nods his head down and says "till then please treat me well "!
and then breaks into tears.... 

Comments

  1. Unknown28 November 2012 at 18:56

    man!!! this is awsome..... cant find a superlative adjective to it

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  2. Unknown24 July 2013 at 00:46

    how u got dese ideas man

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    1. CrypticSoul10 June 2015 at 18:34

      life experiences sir, thats it :) thanks man!

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