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It slipped out and ... !

eyes cry
Light music , faint memories and a smile u just cannot get your head off. you got a lot of work to do but you do nothing , music hacks your mind and you keep drowning and drowning into those memories , into that beautiful giggle, that beautiful sight , you breathe deeply and deeply and deeply and all you do is remember her . your mind swivels in the chair of her memories and yes man she becomes the reason for your subtle smiles , your conversations with her are your secrets you read them again and again all day long.

Angel is all what you call her , you see her pass by and all you want is to sit by her side , to share some moments and preserve them , preserve them for lifetime, when she is with you , you dont even give a damn to what world says as your world shrinks to her , you look for every single way you can just get in contact with her and make her speak to you , you listen to that crispy voice and it crawls onto your heart all day long, you look at her , actually i don't look , i stare at her but i make sure she doesn't notices me doing that :-D , you want her recognition at any cost , a wave of desperation drives you and all you want is to keep looking at her all day long. you love her more that yourself and the crazy part is you don't know why ?, you wanna let her know that you are here for her but ...... 

but there comes a time when you got to face the truth , she is beautiful , she is gorgeous and you donno what to do because you are never going to be with her , you remember her as you walk by , you don't know if you 'll see her again but you are certain that you 'll never be with her , a sarcastic smile and a moist heart which is dying to be with her says you to leave and face the fucking reality and break away from your fantasies as what you imagined is improbable ,
you break into tears at heart but you sometimes got to accept that and more importantly move on ....

but her memories will last till the end .... 

# your page will never be deleted ....

PS: this blog is dedicated to my friend who was sanctioned rejection for loving someone more than himself .

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