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Lover's deafening silence ?

eyes cry
Dammit ....
One person , ya just one , u cannot even imagine your life without them , tears replace their void , heart beats in the rhythm of their name , u feel really really excited  when they are with you and you know what, life looks a gloomy lane without them , you keep waiting and waiting and waiting , eyes never dry , heart never beats the same way and whole world haunts , heart weeps and you company along , silence goes deafening and you just cannot bear it more , you want them to come back, you plead you beg you cry but prayers never got heard and the one kept crying and slipped into the cold lane of desolation  where lies quiet desperation , where lies no love but endless wait ,a wait that kills and the silence that deafens.

if this sounds cheesy, kindly skip the part below man, but if you feel a connection , if you too had or have(u lucky) someone you wanna gift your life then you are going to unlock something cool .

you are on the phone talking to that person who means world to you , you listen to her crispy voice and all your tension sands down , you feel relaxed , you feel like you got all the happiness and pleasure kisses its peak , isn't it ? , ya i know you are smiling , common i too am ;) , and then suddenly you are out of topics, you have nothing to talk about , nothing at all but you don't want to disconnect the call , you want to keep talking, but what ? , she says nothing , you say nothing and then a silence crops up , a silence that you can enjoy , a silence that says a million feelings , a silence that gears up the zeal inside , a silence that beautifies the charm and beauty of her voice , that crispy voice looks way more crunchy afterwards but that silence doesn't last too long and you say , "U thr ? na ", ohh ya , and then a smile appears , did this happen to you , i am sure it would have !

a lovers silence is way too amazing, sometimes it just rips you apart and sometimes it may be tooo beautiful to imagine, a person's fake agitation and you bending on your knees to get them spit that knowing that it's fake has it's own juice,isn't it ? , sometimes it's the reason for our smiles and sometimes for our desolation and i have experienced both ,  what about you ?

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