Please be my friend !

Voice of a person with no friends

loneliness is my state and i am its citizen!

Take a deep breath and be absolutely still , close your eyes and do me a favor , REMEMBER someone you wish to dedicate your life to. how great does that feel to have someone around you whom you can catch everytime you feel lonely or you feel as if your life's losing the juice , someone being there always for you , ready to listen to your each and every crap and shit , someone there to tease you always , how does that feel ?,i 'll leave for you to unravel.

"I have no friends !, no one to even call or text , everyone's busy when i want them around ! "

someone fired these words into my eardrum and they are still vibrating with the echo of these emotions. just imagine what would that life be like when you actually ferry all the distances alone. you see people enjoying each others company , college people enjoying together , friends having all that crazy cool stuff and you walk the path of extreme segregation.

now god i got a question for you , do you feel i am too strong to tackle everything alone, or is it that my exams too lengthy ?, i m tired of this shit , i was walking through the lane today and tears rolled down my eyes when i realised the bitter truth that , i have been living a life of extreme isolation and something which tore me apart was that "it might just go on like this, i am born to be alone , leave me ".

Tears are my best friend and i hang out with them everyday :'(

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