The Cryptic Soul

Something is missing today and i don't know but i m not that same , lost lost lost somewhere , into someone , may be into her or may be into something else , even music lacks that appeal today and just like the turbulence in the waterfall , i am experiencing the same in my heart , its not still , it wants to go somewhere , it wants to break away and fly. But you know what life is not always how we want it to be , it has its own conditions, its own terms, its own turns , its own grounds and all we can is just sit and stare , wait for something to happen and be a victim of immense anxiety till it takes place and may be this is what happening with me today . I played a song today and within a minute i was lost , lost into the calmness of her smile , lost into the shine of her beauty , lost into her stringed hair , lost into the deepness of her eyes and the purity of her voice. i wish i could just snatch her but you know love is not about possession its more about what other per...

Man, i am not just writing a blog , i am living that moment , ohh that was splendid , the best 7 minutes of my life i 'll say , she looked damn gorgeous , her eyes looked so deep that you 'll just keep drowning and drowning. Those small little things she says , that crispy voice and those words when slip out of her mouth become adorable , she smiles and it looks like flowers showering all around , i dont care how much she weighs because she 'll be a flower to me and i 'll adore that. I don't know how to say but it feels like i am stuck on her and i mean man , i have been through so many phases in life but i wanna say this is the rocking one , just thinking about you and you, my love , darling you rock ! she hasn't said a yes to me but what is more important is that i had a few minutes and she listened to all i had nicely and i adore her for it ! , that means a lot , a lot to me ! , you know her blush , ohh man , that is simply killing , take a deep breath,...

when a true Electronics engineer Proposed a girl :  1. you are magnetic and i would love to be an iron bar . 2. I am a transistor looking for biasing , will you bias me . 3. I used to wander a lot but dammit you polarized me . 4. I would not like to be a rusted iron , so will you galvanize me. 5. I am kinda paramagnetic , looking for some strong field. and when he got rejected he said : I turned an inductance gyrator but you never told me that fucking mental midgets like you always relied on back emf . run away from here at supersonic speeds but i ll never be able to erase you as my heart is not re writable.  share if u like , i ll add more soon :)

eyes cry Light music , faint memories and a smile u just cannot get your head off. you got a lot of work to do but you do nothing , music hacks your mind and you keep drowning and drowning into those memories , into that beautiful giggle, that beautiful sight , you breathe deeply and deeply and deeply and all you do is remember her . your mind swivels in the chair of her memories and yes man she becomes the reason for your subtle smiles , your conversations with her are your secrets you read them again and again all day long. Angel is all what you call her , you see her pass by and all you want is to sit by her side , to share some moments and preserve them , preserve them for lifetime, when she is with you , you dont even give a damn to what world says as your world shrinks to her , you look for every single way you can just get in contact with her and make her speak to you , you listen to that crispy voice and it crawls onto your heart all day long, you look at her , actuall...

eyes cry I don't know why the heck am i writing this man , i mean it just came to me and compelled me to write , i m stuck on it and i don't see a way out but to write it , may be if everyone calls it a bullshit i seriously got no problems because i m goddamn stuck on this way and here goes the story  : moist eyes ,sitting in a corner ,dark lights and a heavy heart , he was all alone in the crowd , he had some friends and a void , a void he has learnt to live with , a void which kinda kills him but he got be easy on that , sometimes in life you have to fake things because you don't want to get hurt more or you wanna find an escape , you know sometimes in life you choose a different lane not because you cannot ferry along the other one but because you don't wanna get hurt more, you change your attitude so as to change the way you feel , i don't give a damn man, becomes your favorite one liner. and you know what he's got a story to...

eyes cry # diary of a person of sacrifice i don't know why the heck am i writing this blog , i just felt something inside and i took my laptop and started to pen this down , eyes are moist and throat is strained but the feelings are flowing and may be i just want to stop them down , i dont want my feelings to take me over and so i am writing this down and this time what i have in mind is something which has now become an integral part of my life and the second name for me , i think i am that way or  may be i am wrong as i have always been . sometimes i think is life so unfair to me or it's potentially more fair to others ?, someone give me an answer please, i m kinda now tired of spitting through my eyes every time or it may be that what all i am doing is what god has sent me to do . Sacrifice, a feeling that is so sacred , so divine and so pure , a mother sacrifices for her child , a soilder for his nation , a person for his love and a true friend for his buddy . life ...

To,  Mr. Hater  hater's ground backstabbing lane, Subject : NOT needed you ll read the full letter once you see it's written by me.  Respected S for sucker,  Chill out dude , i know i m cooler than , i can do the things you just can't even imagine to , you wanna bring me down , you wanna hurt me ha , try it , come on man , lets play , mess with me and i m gona clear this shit right away okay , your sucking smile isn't of any use , i give no damn to it and you may never know how much i have struggled , why did i acted that way , you never know what the fuck life threw at me and now when i am at top , you wanna bring me down, you want me to slip ,common kick off , just get the shit out of here.  i knew you 'll always hated me , i knew all you ever wanted was to bring me down and you know what i wanna tell you something , baby just dream , keep dreaming , even my shit is more valuable than you, you piece of unused flesh , u degenerate , you sm...