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What is life all about ?

 Fear, insecurity, ambition, love, greed, wants, needs.... 

why do we have it all ?, where does it lead to ?, what are afraid of ?, maybe life itself.  

I don't know but i feel a sudden stillness while thinking about it all. Thinking about why all of this even exists, why do even i exist ?

I saw people really close die, some were even of my same age,  so if death is a destination and life is a journey, why am i afraid of things around, why am i afraid of not being enough, why do i want more, why do i want to have enough ?, why am i soo lost in the journey whose purpose i am unsure of ?, which brings me to another point, what is the purpose of our existence? 

I don't know the purpose, is it to take care of the ones around us, spread happiness, bring more good into this world, i don't know. I don't even know if thats going to even matter once i go away. 

from what i feel right now, i prefer stillness over happiness. it's calming, it clears your head, gives you a fresh eye to look at things, makes you stop and question why you are doing what you are doing, why you want to achieve it all ?

Achievement, an illusion of it's own, Have you ever thought as to why we like to achieve, why do we want to become better?, maybe to be more acceptable or because i want to be accepted by myself. It could be that this life is to connect with myself from whom i have been running away. 

We know people around, we know their patterns but how many of us really know ourselves, when was the last time we fought with ourselves. i don't know what life is all about but these questions make me ponder if its a search or an answer waiting to unfold. 

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