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I really don't know how to react , why am i feeling this way but i just know one thing that i m not hurt , i m broke , sometimes i feel whether to thank God for making my life so eventful or to cry upon the way my life takes turns , i mean i face this dilemma every day and you know what i m tired of it but i won't give up.

As soon as i start spitting my feelings on this editor i really feel good and fantastic and may be the best way to beat a limiting belief , a challenge or a situation that bothers you is to confront it and that's what i am doing while sharing my heart out with the rest of the people spread across the radius of 6371 km.

Something really calamitous happened , i had a small fight with my best friend on the issue that i still cannot justify , actually that was not an issue,may be it was but i m still surprised for what i said ,then what she did and then what both of us did so as to counter attack and the situation got worse and worse and it's worst now, since adjectives have just three forms so i cannot stretch it further otherwise i would have !, really a friend from 5th grade and losing all that stuff just in a flash of words was what made me feel so devastated and i felt really vulnerable .

It was my mistake but she amplified the gain out of our fight , ahhhhhh , i don't know who was wrong or may be i am just evading from taking the responsibility of hurting someone who deserves all the happiness in this world , at one stage i never anticipated  such a turn of events for our friendship and now it just stands on the verge where i don't know whether a comeback is possible or not , whether everything would be even normal?   , leave the flow , will she even listen to me ? , leave whether she ll say something. My life is all in turmoil and may be just a decision so weird as to make her learn something , i spoiled it all and i feel like a big bored sucker and a moron myself.

My this blog is dedicated to all those people who at some-point of their life lost someone really special who according to them deserved loads of happiness just like my chuhi , just pray a little that i  get my garbage back , that's it !

Over to you God !
Copy That !

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  1. Anonymous3 May 2012 at 18:24

    No worries , it ll be fine :)

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  2. tks3163 May 2012 at 18:42

    have been through the same before.. but our fight took place in real life an not on fb..d guy with whom I had a fight is once again my friend, but for 4 years, we just kept ignoring each other..and finally one day, due to some professional commitment, we had to talk.. at times,we still wonder why we had a fight..I suppose u and ur mate will pair up sooner than us.. cheers.. :)

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    1. CrypticSoul3 May 2012 at 19:05

      i too had a real fight , fb just saw the consequences :/
      i too hope for the same to occur , tnx sir :)

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  3. sameena.shaik3 May 2012 at 20:26

    U know same thing happened with me..there was a wicked plan behind her over me but it didn't work....Dat girl stopped talking with me for over an year;( so bad ha? yeah but she realized and started talking with me:) Dont worry u guys will be goooood frnds again...always remember 'ALL IZ GONNA BE WELL' :D

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    1. CrypticSoul3 May 2012 at 20:28

      year :O , hoping is what i can do , i suppose ha ! :)

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