The Cryptic Soul

Anxiety all over and wanting a little peace within , you want no one to be in touch with you and all you want is to live by your own self . not because you are tired of being with people but because now you are afraid of being disappointed again. It's a kind of a numb feeling isn't it?, i mean at one stage you 'll say "i want to live all by myself", and then hour's or minutes later you 'll realize, no that's not me ! a constant dilemma surrounds us , a picture so blur and hazy that we ourselves are not able to figure out where is it heading. so yesterday i was just sitting waiting for a reply to come, couple of days passed by ( LOL ) i wish i had one , but no worries actually it didn't , and i really felt bad , i mean i told someone my problem and  no replies back and i was,  "how cruel man !, height ", it was like a certain blend of emotions where i was having a smile on my face for the first time when someone didn't replied a...

Life is meaningless,i can't live without you, i 'll kill myself or i 'll kill your lover if i can't have you , i mean it and i am crazy about love with you .  nice ancient drama , isn't it ?  lots of people around to talk to , most friends amalgamated and the one's who are not are actually in the process of finding mercury. i was sitting and one thing struck my mind , actually it didn't struck my mind , it was a constructed thought with pattern of extreme focus and attention and you know why, just because people around me keep spitting some real bulky , intense words and one of them being "Relationshippppsss".  all things blossom when it's time to courtship , caterpillars turn to butterflies. buds turn to fruits and flowers and you turn to an idiot. I don't know why but i have a different stand on it than my peers do , according to me you know what relationship is ? , it's a pre-framing of a frustrated mind , with a guy bein...

How many of you actually had something really strong and you stated it really well but you simply don't know what turned wrong and your claim was rejected and left in a corner and may be the claim weaker than you won the battle . now it happened with me many times and so now what i have for you is a layout that you can follow while stating so as to backup your claim and here is the step by step process :  1. you state what you want to (your claim) : "This software can increase the working efficiency by 80% right now ", 2. then we use the word "Because"(automatic trance induction) and state the fact :  "because this has been done for many firms because of our specific algorithm" 3. then say "which means to you" then state the benefit :  "so by this you 'll save a lot of time and energy there" 4. then you say "which really means to you" and state the benefit : "which really means to you...

Silence precedes and silence succeeds it, it's decipheration is beyond the scope of ink but i would like to give one, life without it would be too heavy and with it would be a way too down, i don't know whether to be in the salty lane or follow the code of "i don't give a shit!", but an inner voice says ,"you do !", and that is where the journey begins.  Sitting in a corner , dwelling deep into the sea of your memories and a thought struck you , you had no idea where did it come from, but you went with the flow because you enjoyed that sweet time or talk , now just as the butter melts over a hot toast, the thoughts started percolating into the deep subconscious and suddenly you find yourself wiping away your nose, your eyes are moist and you didn't wanted to but you did cry, common , how many of you have been in that place , say it up !   it seems really amazing to me , i mean tears have got such a great importance in our lives , i really c...

Not a flash of art, its not a piece by accident , its not leaking creativity and neither is this a random creation , guys it's the real art , it's consistency , it's called dynamism , his transitions , his voice , his raga , his play with octaves it's way beyond the scope of ink .  A soothing experience , an experience of extreme relaxation , the tabla in the background , the harmonium harmonizing and the voice amplifies the ambiance created  by such a gigantic artist. Listen to Gulam Ali and he makes it looks so easy , listen to him , the voice dissects just as hot knife does butter, his voice induces tipsiness , he is the greatest hypnotist , the power of his voice ,the strength of his raga , his play with beats and the blend looks absolutely divine.  each line of the Ghazal 'll make you look and introspect and 'll make you dive into the ocean of dizziness , he doesn't sings alone, you sing with him , i mean he is absolutely stupendous , h...

Out of the night that cover's me.  black as the pit, from pole to pole, i thank whatever god may be, for my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance, My heart is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears, looms but horror of shade, and yet the menace of years, finds and shall find me afraid.                                                                                          It matters not how straight the gate,                                                          ...

i got a question for you , so do you have anyone in your life whom you want to see happy all the time ?, it might sound cheesy but i want you to lay down all that uncaring attitude for a minute and close your eyes and tell yourself the name of the one person you care for the most or who cared the most for you. if you are unable to find someone i request you kindly close the blog and move on but if you did , we are on a fantastic journey of emotions, so set back relax and here's my story of a silent farewell dedicated to all those who care like mad. there was a relationship between two people , actually they were friends , one used brains in every situation while other supported her heart , there was no way these two persons could ever be friends to the level of intensity they became , someone said to me when people say they don't believe in love, they are heartless, probably they are the people who know the real value of pain , they experienced the pain within so much that ...