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Again !


Felt devastated as if everything was going against me that day , the wave of extreme frustration overtook me to the shore of anger where lied nothing but another level where i felt so lonely , i felt like i should talk to someone and vomit my heart out , the more i thought about it the more the waves took me into the pit of frustration and so i decided to hamper it and call some of my best buddies.
Even in the ocean of friendship my boat sailed without the sailor , i called the first one , he said w8 and i m still waiting , 2 of them said they got a report to form and the fourth didn’t replied even .

My frustration started moving in the direction of my buddies and i felt so bad that people who i used to take time out for, do not even have several minutes for me in their schedule , ridiculous !
now was i too mad to make myself free for them or are they too clever to make my use ,

I don’t know and the more i think on it the more i go into the drain of my memories where lies nothing but just the images that bring me pain, i went into the flashback of what all i did for them just like a tree providing a shade i was there every time but they are not , why does it happen to me every time ? , am i too strong to face all the adversities myself or are they too mean.  
U used me really well guys but whatever you do to me i ‘ll still care !  
But i just fear that our relations might not be that same again :’(

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