The Cryptic Soul

8:20pm and i am smiling , my mother comes into my room and she looks at me , looks at me again ,i look at her and she gives me a weird look and says me "whats wrong with u ?, are u out of your minds?" , just because i was sitting and giggling for no reasons, i had my project under completion, i had a lot of stuff under my belt to work upon but still no tension whatsoever and i was sitting idle and giggling. Now that's not strange for some of you as you might have experienced it before, just take this "assume you got great tension boiling in the vessel which separates human from an animal :-D and along with that you got a lot of work to put your eyes on , you got no one around to share your frustration with and you somewhat feel like rejected, then suddenly from no where someone appears, u talk your heart out to them and you feel absolutely majestic after that !", now how many of you have experienced it before ? and how does that feel.  Same was with me...

The hardest part according to me while writing a blog is to find an apt and interesting opening but you know what, i really don't give a damn to it for this post as this one is damn cool. the smile on your face lets me know that you need me, their's a truth in your eyes , saying you 'll never leave me, the touch of your hand , says u 'll catch me whenever i fall ,                                               you say it best when u say nothing at all :)    how great does this feel when you actually have someone to be with you always , you enjoy their company ,someone who is always there to solve or listen to your problems , someone with whom you can share everything without a second thought, they listen to you , you listen to them and your life looks just the perfect blend of every spice and you know what buddy , man you found a jewel , a jewe...

My friend said to me  "you know what , i was such a good girl to him but he left me" and she just felt back into tears , i just had nothing to say i stayed numb and i knew i didn't had the answer. Something really screwed my head up , i was feeling "what the heck is prevailing in this world ?, why every time the good ones have to sacrifice , why don't i get results at good efforts ", and possibly i have an answer now , the problem is not with world , its not even with the people around me , the problem lies inside of me, you might be a bit surprised but let me tell u "good efforts always take the poor rewards", and remember poor efforts lead to NO rewards. now this seems quite interesting , in the race we have developed a habit to be good at things , i remember when i got a "good" remark on my notebook when i was a kid i used to feel like i m on cloud nine but now facing the real life challenges and situations it makes me feel sorry...

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