The Cryptic Soul

eyes cry i laugh , i smile , i never cry , i say i am too strong , i say i can handle anything, i am the master of my emotions but then a sound deep inside echoes ,"who are u kidding?", and i say ,"myself" . I get numb , i don't know why but ya i do, looks like i m all alone and my eyes speak it all and you know what i ferry through this gloomy lane everyday, sometimes i think i should quit but is it the real solution? , i don't know but at least i ll be free from loads of expectations and i ll no longer annoy people whom i care for, whom i live this life for , who are the source of my everyday excitement and happiness. Nobody understood me and i don't expect people to understand me too, they ask, why do you laugh too much? ,and deep inside i say just to hide my tears, pain kills and it kills more when you have no one to share it , my laughter, my mindset this is just a way  to reduce it, just a way to suppress my everyday desolation, it helps me ...

eyes cry Chilled heart , dry eyes ,shallow breath and covered face , he lived in the deserts of ignorance , desolated and dry , depressingly bare but what made him that way? , moist eyes , a never ending care for someone, love that never rebounded , people who never cared  and sacrifices that never counted , his mistakes were accepted and his love was burned, the court of god never provided him justice, life was unfair , wind blew the opposite way , those dry offshore winds gave a never ending imprints of glass on his heart, he was wounded and alone , he cried but the sound only echoed in in his heart , no one listened and there sublimated the man with a reason. No one ever understood him ,he stood by people but people never , he cared for them but they never , he made friends but he never had any , he cared for even a small tear of someone and what he got in return were the moist eyes and quite desolation , a person who wanted everyone to smile was looking for joy himself...

farewell , sounds a bit cheesy to you , it may just because we are two strangers now , and you know what i got no problems whatsoever the way you have treated me ,  you got all the rights to be that way because it's your life and it's normal now, you want no interventions from anywhere , you want to enjoy , common baby do it, that's what you are here for. enjoy with all those who eat meals with you , enjoy with all those who make you laugh when you don't even want to smile ;) , enjoy with all those who could possibly make you feel special and really special for a moment and be a queen of moments and a beggar of life. i loved your commitments , i wanna make you my idol and  i want to undergo a course on "how to ignore all what people do for you"! , i mean you are fantastic in that , i don't have words but i ll still write because i got something in store. "i know you have forgiven me", but imagine if someone else would have forgiven you the...

Voice of a person with no friends loneliness is my state and i am its citizen!  Take a deep breath and be absolutely still , close your eyes and do me a favor , REMEMBER someone you wish to dedicate your life to. how great does that feel to have someone around you whom you can catch everytime you feel lonely or you feel as if your life's losing the juice , someone being there always for you , ready to listen to your each and every crap and shit , someone there to tease you always , how does that feel ?,i 'll leave for you to unravel. "I have no friends !, no one to even call or text , everyone's busy when i want them around ! "  someone fired these words into my eardrum and they are still vibrating with the echo of these emotions. just imagine what would that life be like when you actually ferry all the distances alone. you see people enjoying each others company , college people enjoying together , friends having all that crazy cool stuff and you walk the...

Steve Byrne , man you are awesome ! So if u have not checked his stuff out , hold on , here we go .... laugh out loud , have a great day ... 1. when do women grow up and guys, this is asscrack entertainment ! 2.DO you believe her when she says i love you ? , rofl 

Mind Relaxation Music 

Back from my WIE conference in Andhra  , gazing towards the photos and remembering all those cool memories i spent with my friends , i was all into the trans of my masti and you know what my phone rang and an unknown number flashed onto it , with fest round the corner i thought someone again called me for sponsorship or stuff like that , i took the call up , a very low voice said something , it was hardly audible , i asked her again who was calling and then in a very low tone she said “this is me” , olryt so this was my best buddy ,my best friend but one thing did tick me a little bit and that was why was she sounding so low ? , we strated the conversation and she asked me about my trip , but i knew this is not the girl i know , i know my friend as a one who is such a jolly person , enjoys every bit of life and has a great spark in her voice and you know what , it was all missing. She insisted me to tell her about my trip but i wanted to know “what’s wrong ?”, and then , oh ...

The song presented in this piece depicts the journey of the lover when his love goes far from him and what better way of expressing his feelings could be than to sing the pain out loud so here is my band for u presenting "the symphony of love"    enjoy our voice  and this is what happens when she leaves.......