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Self-Contempt : u feel it too ?

"One word and just one , can sometimes make your life upside down", now how much correct is this ? may be 200% and as i m writing this down my heart beat is going abnormal my minds is going into a lane of my memories where just lies nothing but pain.

oh god i keep thinking about it and it appears as if its happening to me and now i need to restrain it and come back and that word is Relationship. you heard this ?? i do and may be sometimes this word links so much pleasure to your life if u follow through but oh boy , if not this is a zone of Extreme pain .
       This is zone where people find themselves helpless and tears roll down my eyes get heavy with each word i m writing my heart is getting filled with contempt and it looks strange really to me that , how come because of just one person you feel you lost the meaning , you feel like you deserve no more hapiness , you feel like being left alone having jewels around you but because of that one person you becom blind folded and ignore all that and feel that life lost its meaning ?? Does that happen to u too ....

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  1. Next article would be featuring the strategies you can apply to overcome this !

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  2. haha kya baat kya baat ..:D..dat one person truely does dis :P

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  3. In agreement with you and in the posts to come i ll try to provide a different angle and ways to counter that :)

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