Sitting alone , hearing the deafening silence of my thoughts , wanting to break a tear but it just feels like time has stopped , the heart skipped a beat , the nerve stopped to pulse and all i can think is nothing. a wave of turbulence has took over my mind invading the caves of peace i once had and i ask myself , am i so weak to be happy on my own? when will that moment come when i will stop chasing and start leading my life the way i want and the bigger question is , is there a moment like that? .
Drowned in the waters of experience that life has thrown me into, all i can say is , real happiness will never come if all you live your life trying to please someone else and having their recognition and praise, people change and so if you thought that you will be happy if they will appreciate then wait you will get a big LOL in life soon.
may be it's all about working for yourself and in the process you can make others happy but if u think the other way that while making others happy you will work on yourself , then you are not failing to prepare but preparing to fail in life, and at the end of that road you will find yourself more miserable than the one that started that beaten path.
having said that, i cant ignore the fact that yes, our happiness is somewhat closely related to how others respond to our presence but take my words , if u tried being miserable and they didn't respond well to it . pledge to be awesome from now on and then the equation will just reverse. i m trying it , u also do and lemme know if that works.
you won't get things in life knocking on the door begging, you get the stuff you want when you knock the fucking door down.
become awesome and the moment of your life will come !
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