did she really go ? , yaa

29 july 2013

so the fucking day is here

hello , i dunno who all are reading this but this time i am just gonna tell you that its just not a blog , it s something more than that , its something i have been way experiencing , its something which i just can't talk because tears don't allow me to speak and you know i am trying a lot to control to control my emotions but these fucking tears just come out as i remember what i HAD.

isnt it interesting guys , most of us don't have a smile of our own . we find it in other people , we neeed someone to excite us , to make us happy , to make us feel worthy , to make us feel that yes there is someone for us when all that we possess is lost and what when that someone leaves you .

take deep breath , yeah it does seem like world turns quite a fuck , u loose the meaning of your life , you donno what step to take next and everything goes scary as you know now you are all alone.

That hand which held you , the arms that wrapped are no more there , u shiver u shrink and all you know is that no one is gonna support you , , u know what i damn fucking cannot write ,because when your true love breaks you , someone has to pay and that someone is you . you pay for yourself , you know there is a fucking life ahed of you which you have to live alone .

separation , it kills , it kills who u r , it kills who u were but it decides who you become and all you can say is that "yes , i was happy too", but its all a past now and the truth is your life sucks now. its gone just a shit you never waana live.

when all you love has been stolen all you can think of is death .

dedicated to true lovers

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