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# diary of a person of sacrifice

i don't know why the heck am i writing this blog , i just felt something inside and i took my laptop and started to pen this down , eyes are moist and throat is strained but the feelings are flowing and may be i just want to stop them down , i dont want my feelings to take me over and so i am writing this down and this time what i have in mind is something which has now become an integral part of my life and the second name for me , i think i am that way or  may be i am wrong as i have always been .
sometimes i think is life so unfair to me or it's potentially more fair to others ?, someone give me an answer please, i m kinda now tired of spitting through my eyes every time or it may be that what all i am doing is what god has sent me to do .
Sacrifice, a feeling that is so sacred , so divine and so pure , a mother sacrifices for her child , a soilder for his nation , a person for his love and a true friend for his buddy . life is sometimes not all what you want it to be , it's sometimes looking into the heart of the other person feeling their pain and stepping down the lane for their comfort , life is not about me , it's about we,even if the other person says me , life is sometimes about choices , whether to step up for your happiness and joy or stepping  down for your friends , life is sometimes about tears and sometimes about joy ,it's sometimes about leaving what you love to hold and sometimes taking what you wish to avoid, life has offers , it provides plans and its all on us how we execute it , life is sometimes way more than living for yourself , when u r in true friendship it boils to others comfort first, life is not all about gaining and it's not all about losing too , but its fair enough that when you lose something you gain something else , may not be that bigger but surely is something you can hold and so i m not afraid to back off for u buddy.
sometimes i feel how it would be like to have that one buddy i can hold for a lifetime because eveytime i got a friend and thought it's kinda all in flow it all turns a scrambled egg , no more in shape , but nothing is static and yes i ll always be the person who 'll step down for my buddy's happiness , may be that way i can get a buddy for lifetime  or even if i don't , i 'll at-least have no regrets ....

the happy loner

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  1. Anonymous2 October 2012 at 10:50

    take heart.. You are rare.. a good person through and through.

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